MISS
I haven’t been updating the blog for a long, long time. I have forgotten when was the last update and when did I start writing the blog? I am starting to be very forgetful. I forgot what I wore yesterday, what I ate for lunch and how could I wore 10 pairs of socks in a week. Bizarre, many of my friends actually thought that I have a good memory. But they were wrong. The things I forgot were much more that the things I remember now. After a deep thought, I realised that I started to write things down as a reminder for myself.
I started writing diary / blog to remind myself of the feelings I felt for the very moment on the very special occasion. At this very moment… I felt the word
“MISS”. I miss this feeling because I know I will miss it. I miss running along the beach. I miss the autumn. I miss the scenery. I miss the rainbow. I miss the freedom. I miss driving to Brisbane. All the things that I miss are because I know I shall miss it soon. The feeling I am feeling now is a feeling that I shall feel in the future.
However I am grateful that I realised that I’ll miss it in the future. Therefore I appreciate the present a lot. Because I miss the things that I missed in the past, I tried to compensate the future that causes me to miss the present that I’ll miss in the future. I miss my family because I was not there in the past. I tried to be with them in the future that I missed enjoying the present. In the future when I am enjoying the company of family I missed, I will miss the present. The word miss will always be around. Therefore, do not live in the past nor future but the present.
Miss Carrie is Miss Miss…
Miss my Family, Miss the Food and Miss Malaysia…
