My Life

What are interests and hobbies? It is something that you do when you are bored? People nowadays are just too busy to follow up the pace that they forgot what are their interests and hobbies. Finally when they have some free time, to do nothing will be the things they want to do. Hence, slowly they forgot what they used to love to do. Your interest and hobbies are what you love to do. What you love to do is who you are. How could you not know what are your interests and hobbies? How could you not know what you love to do? How could you not know who you are? My advise…slow down and find your hobby or interest. Find yourself!

I love who I am now. I never thought I’ll be who I am today. I used to be a… let’s not go to who I was. Now, I am just a stress free and healthy lifestyle girl. But that doesn’t mean my life is bored. I learnt to slow down and developed hobbies and interest.

I am glad that now I know, I still love basketball a lot. I like running along the beach, take lots of photos, watching TV, surf the internet, and listen to music especially Jay, Leehom, JJ & etc. The most recent interest that I developed is very costly but it is worthy. Travelling!!! has became part of my life. Despite with my current interest, there are still something I don’t like. I don’t like to read and shopping. Hey, I am still Carrie.

I have developed new hobbies and I still keep some of the old ones. How long will these hobbies and interest last? I don’t know. I will always find my interests and hobbies along the way no matter where I am or the world is changing or not. The most important is, I will always know what are my interests & hobbies, always know what I love and always know WHO I AM!!!! I am not a teenage girl trying to find identity. I AM CARRIE.

If you can’t find your interest or don’t know your hobbies, who are you???

I haven’t been updating the blog for a long, long time. I have forgotten when was the last update and when did I start writing the blog? I am starting to be very forgetful. I forgot what I wore yesterday, what I ate for lunch and how could I wore 10 pairs of socks in a week. Bizarre, many of my friends actually thought that I have a good memory. But they were wrong. The things I forgot were much more that the things I remember now. After a deep thought, I realised that I started to write things down as a reminder for myself.

I started writing diary / blog to remind myself of the feelings I felt for the very moment on the very special occasion. At this very moment… I felt the word

“MISS”. I miss this feeling because I know I will miss it. I miss running along the beach. I miss the autumn. I miss the scenery. I miss the rainbow. I miss the freedom. I miss driving to Brisbane. All the things that I miss are because I know I shall miss it soon. The feeling I am feeling now is a feeling that I shall feel in the future.

However I am grateful that I realised that I’ll miss it in the future. Therefore I appreciate the present a lot. Because I miss the things that I missed in the past, I tried to compensate the future that causes me to miss the present that I’ll miss in the future. I miss my family because I was not there in the past. I tried to be with them in the future that I missed enjoying the present. In the future when I am enjoying the company of family I missed, I will miss the present. The word miss will always be around. Therefore, do not live in the past nor future but the present.

Miss Carrie is Miss Miss…

Miss my Family, Miss the Food and Miss Malaysia…